after attempting to walk Jesus for the past 9 years and almost 4 months, i have come to realize that the whole ‘putting to death my flesh’ thing is quite difficult. in fact, some days i look at myself and think i am way more screwed up then i was when i first met Jesus. and i know thats not true because i know that God is just making me more aware of my brokenness. and i know that i desire attitudes-thoughts-standards-selfishness-etc that is not what God wants for me.
i am becoming more and more aware of what temptation is and what it aint.
