what i learned today from the wise bearded man

27 06 2010

i was reminded of something today that i have heard many times

but i thought it was quite profound.

and not because it came from one of my students who happens to have a sweet beard all of the time. and not because i was excited this morning when i heard it. no no – i think it is worth blogging about right now because of the truth that i truly believe rests behind what this bearded student of mine said.

i was asking the students what some of the lies are that we/they often buy into. and really all of them (including the fact that everyone isn’t always breathing right now all the time and the fact that school lunch meat probably isnt really meat at all) were pretty good and thought provoking. i was especially impressed with the comments some of the ladies made about their perceptions of media and society and pressures. and yeah so anywho…

this guy said that he used to buy into the lie that every day didn’t matter. which means that every day does matter.

every

day

matters.

and thats a big deal to me. i forget that all of the time. i write off so many days because i get frustrated or consumed with sin or i get distracted by tv or video games or being important that i forget that every day really does matter. every moment of every day can be lived intentionally. i dont know how to do that most of the time. i really dont even know how to being to think about Kingdom ministry and advancement most days. i have very little clue how to make each day matter. but thats irrelevant to the fact

that every day matters.





my first seminary assignment – done

20 05 2010

so i started seminary on monday. and apparently it is impossible to read 200ish pages of graduate-level writing in less than four nights. well – at least – it is impossible to read that much effectively.

it is especially impossible to read during your high school’s graduation while surrounded by a few thousand of your closest co-workers, friends, and students.

the other fun nugget is that this assignment was due at 11:59 tonight. meaning midnight. the only problem is that i failed to notice the ET following the 11:59 until 30 minutes before due time. because apparently the ET indicates i am going to mess my pants because i somehow forgot that i live in the CENTRAL time zone meaning my work is due at 10:59 local time.

i think i succeeded somehow in getting my assignment on Herod the Great and Hellenism during the history of Intertestamental Judaism done before the deadline. i literally hit submit and saw my assignment posted at exactly 11:59 ET.

yeaaahhhhh seminary. and so it begins…





happy birthday to me

10 05 2010

well i turned 25 a few weeks ago. i feel old. one of my kids told me that i am a quarter dead. thanks for the encouragement. i dont think ill make it to 100 anyway. i like ice cream too much.

i got a various or i think the correct word is ‘asundry’ cards etc from some random family members (no – not that you are random, just that it wasnt everyone and for sure some of yall surprised me – in a good way) and i realized how much i hate thank you notes. mostly because you cant actually put anything valuable in them other than to say hey thanks k bye. so this is a combination over-due christmas card life update and a more appropriate summary of why i am actually thankful for being 25. and what i am learning. and what i am up to so if any of you who get my pathetic excuse for a thank you note (which mom would be proud i even bothered to remember about in the first place) actually care and want to know whats shakin down south you can know.

so in no particular order:

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names, avatar, and seeing

5 04 2010

i am learning that my name isnt dumbass or failure or not good enough or not cool enough or any of the other names i give myself or i let other people give me. and this isnt in some beat-myself-up-so-i-get-attention-and-vicariously-make-myself-feel-better way.  but really i think that i have believed lies that i bought in to for years and years. its just not true.

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urban 2010 debrief

1 04 2010

i wrote out a few thoughts from our mission trip to b’ham aka URBAN (whoop whoop) on a note in facebook as soon as i got back. but then i had to write out an official thing for a church publication so i figured i would just copy and paste everything here for my future thoughts etc…

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the past seven weeks

29 03 2010

i haven’t written anything in 49 days. the overwhelming and unexpected response from my previous post has kept me from blogging for almost two months. i know. i am a wuss.

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the discovery shooting

8 02 2010

disclaimer: this post is insufficient, incomplete, and an unfair representation of what happened on friday 02.05.10 and what i have witnessed over the past 72 hours. sorry. i needed to start somewhere.

and even with that -

i dont know how to start. i dont know how to start. i dont know how to start.

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